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Sean is a really funny guy, he's sweet n caring he is really gawjus. I love seeing him n spending time together but it seems like we never do n communication has become impossible. I miss him dreadfully but when i see him i sometimes get disappointed because things dont go the way i imagine. Ive gone from something major to something really distant n its hard.
Im begining to fall in love with him but i dont know how he feels for me because he hasn't told his parents about me n he doesn't kiss me unless im going home or sometimes not at all and it hurts. Yet i still feel so much for him. I still want to see him all the time n i still want to be close to him.
I first met him at college n didn't start to get to know him until recently and we had such a laugh, mainly skipping lessons or chasing each other around college messing (or trying to) each others hair up. He made me laugh n i began to flirt, in the end i was so fed up of waiting for him to ask me out i ended up asking him when he was going to ask me oout and it seemed to speed things up.
I now try to see him as much as humanly possible but im sure he thinks im too clingy because when i fall i fall fast and hard n i just want to be near him if only to hold hands or to cuddle.
Im still learning stuff bout him too so i hope we can become really close. Its odd tho because he makes me go all girly and shy like i become a 12 year old or something. I get butterfly's and everything.
He's also shy and nervous too, the first time we kissed he was shaking, (ok so i was too but thats not the point) hes so adorable n cute n such a softy.
